Love at first sight? I dont believe in love at first sight.

Being loved by one is a good thing.
Loving someone but yet that someone doesn't seems to know, is kind of difficult to handle and if you keep approaching but yet that someone doesn't seems to understand your kindness. its disappointing.

Guys? Boys? I lost trust in them. But am trying my best to be able to trust them again.

I have been hurt deep inside. Having another one as my companion is almost a nightmare to me now. So afraid that history might repeat. Phobia. Seriously, i hope everything i typed here aren't gonna be true.

I am trying my best to approach you. I need encouragement to approach another one.
Where's all your courage, jac? Its not suppose to be beyond point zero.

Seriously, i hope my effort won't go to waste.

writtern @8:51 PM