No alcohol for me to ease my feelings! Everything shall be fine. I aint gonna be a fool. I need to bottle up my feelings, not to think anymore.
I have not been eating well, sleeping well. Why am i like that? I know this is not the way, but i cant help it too. Sigh.... And my eye bag is getting worst, cos of all the late nights and working OT for this month. WTH... Its not my year, after ending r/s den need to work so much OT. I can't concentrate at all. Seriously, i want to leave DBS! All the memories been left here is upsetting. I wanna go to somewhere new to start anew.
Its the last month of 2008. I should spend it happily though my previous months is all sad endings. Bless me with a wonderful 2009 please...
What's gone will be gone forever.Stop pondering.What's meant to be yours, shall forever be yours.For me,time shall proves everything,shall prove my changes that i would be fineandget over it.